fairy tale

One day I had just woke up and something was different. Everything looked the same however something was different. I felt like I was born again. All my problems were gone. All my sadness had just disappeared. It was almost magical. Almost poetic.
I could smile again. I was able to breathe.
After you were gone I couldn't smile. I couldn't even go out. I was stuck with all the memories of you. I was here, all alone, all by my self. You left me and never looked back. I spend so many minutes, so many hours, so many days waiting for you to come back home. Tough you never did. You moved on and left me with our house, our bedroom, our bed, our photos, our memories. I was here, all alone, all by my self. I bet you didn't even stop to think how was I. Was I alright? Did I move on? Have you even considered that I was waiting for you? I spend so many times looking to the door just waiting for you to open it and say that you want me back. I got weight. I stop seeing my friends. I quit my job. I even stopped answering the phone when I saw it wasn't you on the other side of the line. I start listening to sad songs. I stop dancing. I stop living.
But one day, while you were gone, I decided it was time to move on. So I put my little black dress on and went out. I went to the same place where you said you loved me for the first time. It was almost ironic because I found someone. Someone who doesn't care whether I'm getting fat, older or uglier. Someone who loves me for who I am. Someone who stays home with me when I'm depressed. Someone who gave me a shoulder to cry on, while you were gone. Someone who says he loves me all the time.
Now, you're gone. For good. I'm not sure if I'm still sleeping and this is just a dream but all I know is that I can breathe now. You're no longer a part of my life.
I hope you could find someone who loves you as much as I did and who doesn't want you like you did with me.
I loved you, once.
Now I'm sure. I love him and he loves me. And here is where forever beggins.
With all the love I had,
C.